So, that perfect situation from the previous post, not so impossible after all. We had pretty much given up on it all weekend. So sad, since it seemed perfect for us. Saturday morning we had gotten an email saying that they had enough profiles. We were out.
Monday morning we woke up to a message from our consultant saying that if the other lady had said we were in the second group to be presented to the mom, then we should get our profile sent in right away. We also finally got the answers to our questions. So we over nighted the profile and home study to the birth mother and her social worker. We talked with the bank and upped the loan to cover all of the expenses. And now the hardest part of all.......we wait. We wait to see if this young woman decides to allow us to parent her little boy. We know that there are others waiting for the same thing. That makes me sad. Now, where I once was excited to get an email in hopes it is the next situation, I cringe every time for fear that it is the dreaded no.
I remind myself daily that whatever is meant to be will be. But that is hard to believe all the time. I know that God has the perfect child for us out there somewhere. If it is this beautiful little man, we are excited to see him and bring him home to make him ours. If it is another beautiful child waiting for us, that is great too. Just hoping that the wait isn't too long either way.
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